December 2011
After breaking up with me, my ex boyfriend texted...
Him: Hey...
Me: Hi...
Him: Okay, look. I'm skipping the small talk and telling you straight out. I miss you. I miss you more than anything. I miss everything about you. I miss your hugs that gave me butterflies, I miss how I'm always smiling around you, I miss how happy you made me. You have no idea how much it kills me to pass you in the hallway and have nothing to say to you. I know I hurt you. I know you hurt yourself. I wish we could just forget about what happened. I wish you didn't have those scars. I cried when I found out I did that to you. When I said I wanted to be single, I didn't realize I was losing the best thing that has ever happened to me. I don't want to be without you. You're not like other girls. You're different, a good different. I think that's why I'm so in love with you. You're beautiful. Even if you don't know it. You probably don't trust me anymore in a relationship, but I'll try my hardest never to make you cry. I will never take you for granted like I did. It was worth a try for me to tell this to you. Maybe you still want time to yourself, or maybe you'll never want me again. No matter what, I'll understand. I know I won't get you back that easily. I'll always be here. I'll always want you. I'll always love you. And I would climb a mountain just to show you how much you mean to me.
